Blue eye shadow and Veggie Pizza

Here is the blue eyeshadow! I spent all day with it on and felt oddly confident about it. I usually don't make bold or dramatic statements with my makeup but this turned out well. The goal for me is to blend in with the crowd usually. I don't want people to look at me or notice me. But I felt like this was a success. We had veggie pizza for dinner from Papa Murpheys. I love their pizza!!! I never thought veggie could be so filling! Doing my makeup today I decided that I really like my eyes. They are one of my favorite features. I saw a woman today who worked at the hair salon I go to to get my hair cut. She is a plus size woman who most would say that needed a change in life style. But the smile on her face and the confidence of her walk and talk made start to think.... here she is in the business of beauty and surrounded by her thin, beautiful counterparts, and she looks more comfortable in her own skin than I could ever hope to be in that situation. I think there is a lesson here. Being comfortable enough with who I am to stand tall and proud even in a room full of thin, blonde beauties. I have never learned to love me. And I think that may be the most important goal I have now. I can't accomplish anything until I learn to love and accept myself. If I don't even do that how can I expect others to?